I'm breathing spring, and waiting for summer. When the mild sun rays caress my face gently through my window glass I feel rejuvenated; It gives me new hope and energy to kick-start my day.
To speak out my heart, I never liked summer 'coz where I come from, summer is more like sweating, humidity and lots of mosquitoes, but since I've come here I hear everyone talking about Finn summer. It's true, after all those freezing winter months, two months of summer is like a boon. Also, I'm tired of wearing these heavy jackets, jeans and all woolen clothes. I need few months to be with my whites, shorts and flip-flops...(sigh)
Besides, summer break will give me sometime to bring my life back on track. Right now my life has become like a bookshelf where all the reading materials are kept in unsystematic order. Hopefully, I will have enough time to bring it back into dictionary format.
For student like me who has come a long way, miles away from family, who has started life from scratch, it's very difficult. In fact it's a way more than just a word 'difficult'. Sometime many things/issues come my way and even my mind does not work properly to decide which one of those needs more attention and which do not. Few days back a friend of mine asked me "Did you shed some extra kgs/lbs?" and my answer was.." Well, can't say about weight, but I definitely have lost some brains."
Well, let me not write about what it is like 'coz it will sound more like complaining rather than sharing. Sometime people out here surprise me ('m not talking about Finns). When you see your own people far from home, the feeling of bonding comes naturally, but you forget then that they are all coated with layers of pretension, selfishness and attitude. It really makes me sad, so I always try to maintain the distance. In response, I get the title of being "Selfish" or "Proud". I least bother, not in anyway 'coz- Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't deserve to be an issue in your life.
XOXO
To speak out my heart, I never liked summer 'coz where I come from, summer is more like sweating, humidity and lots of mosquitoes, but since I've come here I hear everyone talking about Finn summer. It's true, after all those freezing winter months, two months of summer is like a boon. Also, I'm tired of wearing these heavy jackets, jeans and all woolen clothes. I need few months to be with my whites, shorts and flip-flops...(sigh)
Besides, summer break will give me sometime to bring my life back on track. Right now my life has become like a bookshelf where all the reading materials are kept in unsystematic order. Hopefully, I will have enough time to bring it back into dictionary format.
For student like me who has come a long way, miles away from family, who has started life from scratch, it's very difficult. In fact it's a way more than just a word 'difficult'. Sometime many things/issues come my way and even my mind does not work properly to decide which one of those needs more attention and which do not. Few days back a friend of mine asked me "Did you shed some extra kgs/lbs?" and my answer was.." Well, can't say about weight, but I definitely have lost some brains."
Well, let me not write about what it is like 'coz it will sound more like complaining rather than sharing. Sometime people out here surprise me ('m not talking about Finns). When you see your own people far from home, the feeling of bonding comes naturally, but you forget then that they are all coated with layers of pretension, selfishness and attitude. It really makes me sad, so I always try to maintain the distance. In response, I get the title of being "Selfish" or "Proud". I least bother, not in anyway 'coz- Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't deserve to be an issue in your life.
No offence to anyone, it's my blog and I have right to express my feeling. I'm not sorry for anything that I have written. Just exclude yourself from "own ppl" category.
"Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers"- Universal human rights declaration, Article 19
"Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers"- Universal human rights declaration, Article 19
XOXO
Jo_tee
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